I just need to say, I need some motivation or maybe a reason for my life lol *scratches head* I need to find the fading passion in drawing too (tho at least I’m still good in writing). But still… it’s just part of me had disappeared somewhere and I need to find it ._.;

Oh and have anyone seen an anime called "EDEN of the East"? It's the same studio that made Honey and Clover (lovely cheeks lol). Basically, it's about a crazy game that an old, sick and dying man made to make the world as a better place. He made this custom phones, 12 of them and he picked 12 random people as the owner of that phones. Inside each phones contain 8million yen (if I'm not mistaken lol) and a phone number to his secretary called "Juiz" which make all the wishes true.

They have to pay with the money they have in their phone. Juiz even can kill random people for 200thousand yen (in the anime). It's interesting lol give it a go and watch it if you got some free time XD

And for some of you, I’ve might told you this but yeah lol I’ve got myself a lover rofl *is shot* enough said *goes back to ponder about life*